Here or There?

Question. Should I stay here in North Carolina, or drive myself yet AGAIN out west? This has been the very question on my mind for the past 3 weeks. I have prayed, I have searched and I have listened and still, I find that no matter how much determination I have to receive an answer, nothing is coming across very clear. However, I am starting to feel as if BOTH of these choices will be ok. There are pros and cons to each choice but I find myself going back and forth more frequently than I did last summer. It was so clear that time. This time... not so much. I started thinking about moving back when I realized how much I missed my genuine friendships and how many people I had met in that 8 month time period. I miss home. I missed my family. I missed the beach. With my dad being gone and with my brother about to deploy soon I feel so guilty leaving my mom here alone. I know she will be okay but as much as a parent hates to see their children leave, we hate it just as much to see them sad. I know which ever choice I make will be ok. If I stay, I will be able to be with my family and be in a familiar place where I'm comfortable and where I love. If I leave, I can be with my friends and meet so many new people my age. I pretty much have my mind set on going but I'm still waiting for that definite answer. Maybe I already have it since I have made my arrangements already and still following through. It's overwhelming.