Music and songs are like my journal. It's like someone took my writings, put them with music, and threw it on the radio for me to cry to. It's like listening to my own words. One thing I love about music is that you can relate to almost every song out there. Do you ever have those moods where one minute you love listening to music that makes you feel good about life and then go through a phase right after about anything that is sad? Sad phases and I have a love/hate relationship. A part of me loves being able to let out my emotions and vent. A part of me hates dwelling on it and I can never seem to find a balance between the two. If I hear a song that is sad and I'm going through a sad time, I always try and think, "well they are celebrities and if they can get through it, so can I." It doesn't make it easier. I realized something about myself recently. If I'm ever alone in my room and am sad, I would find myself choking back tears. Or starting to cry and quickly stop. I realized that I am, indeed, alone. In my room. I shouldn't need to fight back tears and emotion in my own room. Now, I cry if I want to. I put on a sappy song and let it out. A punching bag helps as well, by the way.
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