Not In the Mood

So, I made it a goal to be in the Halloween mood and dress up this year. I decided to be a goddess and wear this pretty white dress with gold glitter and ancient jewelry. However. I am soooooo not in the mood. I was getting pumped up for it a couple of weeks ago but now that it's finallygetting here, I'm just not into it anymore. There is so much on my mind right now that Halloween just isn't on my priority list. I found out that I'll be able to go home for Christmas this year. I'll be going to North Carolina and then up to Indiana with my family. I'm SO excited. I'm a little nervous that when I go, I will get homesick and not want to come back. Hahaa..hopefully by that time, Utah will start to really start to feel like home and I will be okay with it. I want to go back to Brocks. I actually cried leaving that job. Is that weird? I was so close with everyone. My job was something I did well. I knew it like the back of my hand and if I wasn't there to do it, then it all wouldn't have gotten done. The responsibility was overwhelming at times but I do miss it. I'm trying to find another job here where I'm kind of doing the same thing. I'm good at it I guess and feel comfortable with it. Well, this is short but I felt like blogging. Tonight was sort of an awkward night and I needed something relaxing. These blogs are the most exciting to read, I know, but it sure does feel good to write. I'm always writing. It's a stress reliever for me I guess. So, with that important information being said, Peace.